Or so I was told via my grandmother, who’s on the other side now. It’s time I pulled my share of the maternal line and get on with being the kind of mother my daughters must have…NOW.
I’ve worked so long and so hard to be “successful” in the world, i.e. earning a decent salary, working a great job, volunteering through leadership positions and so on. That’s all well and good and had its purpose.
The Universe pushed me to change my reality, so no more Big Job, Big Money, Big Ego.
The focus of my new reality is my daughters and rearing them to be “that kind of woman”. You know the type: compassionate, kind and connected but also opinionated, strong and determined. To get them there will require a lot of energy, patience and butt-kicking from me. You see, they have mouths and attitudes, and they know how to use them…and they tend to use them for less-than-good purposes, like sassing back to me or wallowing in selfishness.
Yes, it’s part of their natural process of testing boundaries, identifying where I end and they begin, and creating their own identities. But it’s my job as their mom to be firm with those boundaries and rein the girls in when necessary.
I’ve been a wayward child for too long. I need to do my best to keep my girls from become wayward as well. So here I plunge headlong into motherhood with renewed purpose. May God and Goddess help me.
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